god knows i tried

things have changed. i no longer give a fuck.

I am simply not interested anymore. I've not known how to perceive these feelings or how to look at them (same thing), so eventually due to personal ignorance - because same feelings are allowed to continue - I simply find an excuse and drop the relationship.

I am confused and I don't know what to ask. I don't know if it's about relationship expectations... maybe I take things too harshly or maybe I'm too harsh on myself .