ALhamdulillah,
i have no idea what im going through right now. but what important for me right now, is that i need to know that my life is going to get better when i get through all this. i feel so tired i can barely breathe.
how sometimes in silent nights, i wait for a text messages, for a visit, for a time i no longer have to wait. untill my eyes finally learn not weep for them, my arms know theres no need to reach for the. some days i feel like my life is spinning out of control and i am just along for the ride. other days i feel like my life is finally my own at last and i know the answer for everything.
unremembered and afar
i watched them as i watch a star.. through darkness struggling into view and loved them better than i knew.
